As I awoke it felt as if a freight train was actually traveling through my head. I immediately hugged the pillow again. ‘Too much wine last night' was the main thought going through my mind. Of course, without all that wine, I probably would not have experienced one of the best nights of my life. Despite the freight train rattling around in my head, I smiled as I closed my eyes and relived what had happened just a few hours ago. The memory brought some relief.
When I came home from work yesterday, Josh, my boyfriend of 10 months,
We met on a threesome dating site, fell in love with each other and decided to really get together, was sitting on my porch waiting for me. I ran up to him and tried to give him a kiss, but he pushed me away and told me we had to talk. Warning bells went off. Did he lose his job? Did someone die? Looking miserable, he sat back down on the porch swing. Giving him a moment to compose himself, I joined him on the swing.
“Baby, you know I love you. This is really hard for me to tell you this.”
He took my hand in his. He looked to be in agony. My thoughts went to his grandmother, who we both loved with all of our hearts. Did something happen to her?
“Is it Granny?”, I asked with rising panic in my voice.
“No..no..I …shit, hon. This isn't working, me and you. I love you, I swear I do.. but…”
I went half numb with shock. I thought I would be spending the rest of my life with Josh. He tried to explain why he couldn't be with me any longer. “. No matter what he said, the words “We are through” was all I could hear. He tried to ease my shock some, no doubt, but in the end, he simply walked off of my porch and out of my life.
I sat there staring into space for a while, the reality not really hitting home. As I stood up and walked into my now “empty” house, overwhelming pain seized me along with denial. I looked around and some of the memories of our relationship began to relive themselves in my imagination. I needed to blank this pain out.
I went inside and grabbed a bottle of wine from the fridge. I laughed ironically, remembering that we had bought this bottle together, planning on toasting mushy sentiments to each other in front of the fireplace one evening. Anger began to well up inside me now – “Well.. fuck.. I can't let this go to waste now, can I?” I had started the fire and drank from the bottle as I stared into the flames. I must have sat there for hours, ignoring everything but the sweet warm liquid as it erased my pain and reduced the anger temporarily.
I felt a tap on my shoulder and dropped the bottle. For a split second I thought that maybe Josh had had second thoughts. Turning around, I saw my best girl friend Cheri close to me.
We met on a lesbian dating website, and yes, I'm bisexual.But when I was with Josh, I forgot that I was bisexual, and my fantasy of a lifetime with him was shattered. I don't know how to explain my feelings to her. Yes, when josh and I fell in love, I forgot my best girlfriend. And now, she took one look at my face and dropped to her knees, pulling me close to her.
“What's wrong, sweetie?”, she had asked so softly, her question tinged with fear.
I couldn't talk; reality came swarming back. The tears that I had so successfully managed to hide for the past few hours suddenly surfaced again. I just curled into her, feeling so small as she wrapped her arms around me.
“Talk to me, hon. – I saw your lights on but you did not answer your phone. I was so worried.”
She told me that she had let herself in with the key I had given her because I had not answered her knocking at my door either.
Between my muffled sobs I finally managed to get a few words together:
“Josh… it's over.. he.. he broke up with.. me.”, I managed to cry out.
“Lay on your tummy, I know just what you need.”, she whispered to me.
As if in a trance, I listened. She started rubbing my back, talking softly to me about our high school pranks, our trip to Disney World, our dreams of our grandchildren playing together one day. Her voice was very serene, very hypnotic. I felt myself starting to relax even more.
“Sit up for a minute, hon. I can make this even better.”
I sat up, just looking at her. She raised my arms and took my shirt off, then wrapped her arms around me and unsnapped my bra, letting it fall between us. She looked me in the eyes and smiled. Her smile told me volumes… I still had her, I always would. I lay back on my tummy, wearing only my skirt and panties now. She had such a gentle touch. Massaging me again, she continued to talk about our past and our dreams.
“There's one dream I never told you, sweetie.”
“What's that?”, I mumbled.
“I have always had this dream of…. you.”
Cheri stopped massaging me with her hands and leaned down, licking the small of my back slowly. I just lay there in my drunken haze, confused…. ‘of me'? She started kissing her way up my back, to my shoulders, my neck, nibbling on my ears.
“You are so beautiful. Let me take your pain away tonight.”
I turned over, now lying on my back, looking at her. She gave me that special smile again. She reached down and took both of my nipples between her fingers, squeezing them softly. She started sucking on my left nipple while pinching my right one harder. Uncontrollably, I moaned… she knew my weakness… that my nipples were extremely sensitive. She expertly removed my skirt and panties with one hand, never abandoning my nipples.
I was totally naked in front of my best girlfriend…who was sucking my nipples! I tried to comprehend what was truly happening but my thoughts kept getting interrupted. Cheri would suck my nipples then tease them unmercifully by pinching and tugging on them even harder. Her fingers slid down my tummy, running through my pubic hair, finally resting on my clit. My legs spread on their own free will.
“You are so fucking beautiful…I have always wanted to do this to you.”
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